Last night, I had a dream that I was greatly disappointed by PIBNV. I was with my cousin and in class I guess. Anyways, I was looking forward to seeing PIBNV after class because I knew he was going to be there. I was with a couple friends and a friend in the Army hanging out in the lounge. I called PIBNV to ask where he was because he was taking an awful long time. Suddenly I was walking with my cousin to my house, which in this dream was my old apartment. I was on the phone with PIBNV and my cousin heard my tone. I was getting angry and sad. I was beginning to cry, so she walked away. PIBNV was making fun of me and telling me how I wasn't going to see him at all. I was so angry I hung up. He didn't call back.
Not seeing him when I can is one of my biggest fears. Even the thought about it makes me sad. I know this dream means nothing because I know PIBNV will do whatever he can do to see me...
I will edit this later.
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